Saturday, November 25, 2006


wahahas..EXAMS OVER..wahahas..slow ..hahas
remember jus after prelim we were all worrying bout O LEVEL ,, now its all over..=D

heex..tao yan ..cheryl ask me blogg..wahahas..hmmm..u don think bout him ler kk..DON HAVE HIM HAI YOU WO MA ,, I WILL BE THERE FOR U ,, EVEN though im not close to u =x..heex....=)
hmm..i wish tht my fringe could grow as fast as possible..grrr..idiot auntie cut until lik ah toot..kns..

YES..!!! GOING AH MA HSE TMR..whoohoo...
didi vomit today ,,u noe y..?? after bb training ,, sweating lik hell board papa's car..with AIR CON... serve him right la..reach ah ma hse eat one big bowl of rice without cooling down himself..!!!..after eating// eat two papaya...THEN ,, eat five chocolate at one go ,, drink chrysanthemum tea ,, WA PIANG..of cos will vomit la..vomit untill face so pale=( hands all cold..grrr..better eat slowly next time..hmmm..his in bed now.. slop tight tight..=D


GRRR..saw donovan they all jus now at esso ..grr..HENG ARX..i never go out of the car..IF NOT..!!!! PAISEY..!!!! idiot hair la..!!!
NVM..im not going out tmr..only to ah ma hse..heex..not coming back..heex..

have fun with papa and mummy today..wahahas..PAPA LA..keep joking..hahas..funny lo..//

I MISS TIANN SIA..grr...faster come back la..KNS..!!!i wan go out with u..take foto..heex..even though we r close..we dont even have one foto ..FAILURE.....NVM .. when u come back...we take alot alot..!!!hmm..wait till my fringe grow ler then say bahx..wahahas..

hmmm...CHALET..? i noe what they meant..don worry..i wont be extra..=)

wa..!!! whens the chemical on my hair gonna fade away..VERY EEEEEEEE lehx..grrrr...

hahas..tv time...!!!
bye..~
finish blogging ler cheryl heex..very touching siax u ask me blogg..GAN DONG NEHX..MISS U MUCH MUCH..!!..stay happy kkx..lik what u said SMILE ALWAES...!! IF I CAN MAKE IT..U OSO CAN MAKE IT..!!! hmm..is hard la..try ..!!! =D

you & me @ 1:17 AM

Sunday, November 19, 2006


WHHOOHOO...!!!

its monday tmr..!!!! wahahahahas......FINALLY..tmr is the 20th..!!!! wahahas....=D
wa..!!!! i've awaited this day long ago man..!!!! YEAH..!!!!
LAST PAPER TMR..!!! WHHOOHOOOOO....//

HOLIDAY..!!!! WAHAHAHAAS.........shiok...=)

really cant describe how happy am i ,, heex .. WORK HARD FOR TMR'S PAPER...yeap..=D

STUDY TIME~ =D

you & me @ 9:36 PM

Saturday, November 18, 2006


HAIX..!!

alone at home ,, parent and younger sister bro went out..ah tong went out ...grrrr...IM ALONE..=(

nothing to eat grrr... HUNGRY SIA...

sianx..

wan die arx..!!

HAIX.!!!!

im rotting man..!!!

nvm..~

you & me @ 8:27 PM

Friday, November 17, 2006


VERY SIANX LEHX..!!!

hmm.tiann going indo tmr...more sianx.. 9 days leh..grrrr......nvm..wait then..=(

VERY HUNGRY LEHX.!!!! NOTHING TO EAT NOTHING TO DRINK..ONLY PLAIN WATER AND PLAIN BREAD...grr.....
MUMMY FASTER COME HOME LA.!!! TMR HOW TO SURVIVE SIA.!!! AH TONG ONLY HAVE $2 ...KNS.!!

very sianx lehx.....OMG..!!!!

faster finish exam la.!!! then can go out liao la..!! at home will die..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANNA FIND MY COUSIN..!!

at home really wah..!!!! will die la.!!!!!


nothing to do.!!! blogg..?? sianx.. watch tv..?? headache..practise mcq..?? no mood..grrr..................................


SIANX ARX..!!!

you & me @ 11:08 PM


hmm...jus reach home ...WA.!! AGAIN ..!!! WHAT I STUDY NEVER COME OUT...GRR......nvm..its over...
look forward..=D

hmm...ah wen don cry kkx.. i noe its painful..i've been through.. =( ITS GIDDY RIGHT ,, feel lik fainting oso right .?? maybe papa mood swing..??
hmm..BUT THE MORE I FEEL ,, HE DON HAVE THE RIGHTS TO BEAT TILL U BLEED AND MY HAND BLUEBLACK RIGHT..?? actually ah wen arx.. u shld quit ur bad habit lo..wake up early and sleep early.. don keep tlk back..if u tlk back lik me arx..WORST..!!! papa kick u.?? wa..i dono how to say arx..BUT BETTER THEN ME LA..my head hit the pole of ahtong's bed..nvm arx.. over ler..HEART PAIN SIA..EVERYTIME WILL THINK...GRRR....

im wondering do i live in a happy family..??
now i noe y ah wen and me keep lik wish to die..wahahas...seriously no body understand how we feel la... cos too many siblings arx..PARENTS..!! ARRRGHHHH....nvm..!!!

hmmm..ah wen don cry ler..KAN KAI...=D...its hurtful.bare with it..


hmm...k la..nothing to say ler..
bye~

you & me @ 5:06 PM

Thursday, November 16, 2006


HAHAS..THANKIEW laopo..love my blogg..

hahas..saw his msn nick...hmm..he happy i happy..
wa.!!! tired sia..!!! haven finish memorising my essay..grrr...WHAT IDIOT ATOMIC BOMB..!!! GRRR...

nvm..tmr mrning then..=D
history start at 2.30..i think im able to memorise all by tmr ...kk..JIA YOU..!!! study ..!!!

grrr.... i dono what i really want...!!!!

you & me @ 11:58 PM

Wednesday, November 15, 2006


tmr amaths paper 2..!!! fri history..!!! monday MCQ ..and im done man..!!! YEAS.//

hmmm...today arx..woke up damn early lo..i think i slept for 5 hrs only..grrr...TUITION..!!! yes..!!! today is the last..and thts it..!!! yeah..!! =D

which topic shld i study for hist..??
russia and war in pacific..??
heex..=D...spotting qn..hahas..what else can i do.?? its impossible for me to study the whole book now lo..hahas..

relax fers..later then i continue practising paper 2 bahx..^^
hahas..cute lo my mummy..when teacher comes hahas.her reaction was lik gong gong de..hahas..

hmmm....AHTONG owe me big big ice cream..whohhooo..
hahas....asked her to help me massage my back..i thot she wld say..'' IM UR MAID ARX..?? '' HAHAS..but she didnt..heex.. thanks jie jie help me massage jus now.hahas..SHUANG..!!! MWACKS....hahas..long long time never kiss ler..oopps....=x NAHX ,, tong .. MY KISS FOR U..MWACKX....

really hope tht my mum will trust me jus lik when i was 13 and 14..her trust for me was great..he brk with me ler..i promise wont have stead unless is him....MUMMMY i promise i wont lie to u..will tell u everything i do..promise...!!! i wish tht u will trit me jus lik u tritted ah tong...u trust her..and y cant u trust me..??

can i really forget the past..??
..nvm..haix..
sleeping time...wahahas..=D.
bye~

you & me @ 2:25 PM

Tuesday, November 14, 2006


hmm..amaths PAPER 2 on thursday...


ANYWAY..sec two de him( TRITTING ME SO SWEET ,, HAPPY TIMES TOGETHER.) hahas..remember when we went pasir ris park..heex....so sweet...=D will never forget and always be in my heart ,, FOREVER..!!!!! .

THIS YR..?? really don understand him(REALLY DON UNDERSTAND) and he never noe how i feel..trit me the way he think shld be..never thot of others feeling..=(...
the way he scolded me the way he tok to me..and ask me to DONT TLK..kns..i will FORGET ..!!!! never wan to remember.. =((

SHANNEN WILL LOVE THE GUY DURING SEC TWO FOREVER....!!!
and now ,, hes others..=(
I SAY I WILL FORGET HIM.!!! BUT I MISS HIM..!!! wth..??

hmmm..today arx..amaths grrr// i cancel away my working..!!! grrrr..regret man..!! if i never cancel my working theres still 1 or 2 marks lo..!!! aaarrghhh.....only left three marks qn blank..grrr..no time...QUESTION 12 grrrrr........wasted..!!!!!

nvm
PAPER 2 ...work harder...!!!!

watch tv lo..yeah..!!! bye~

you & me @ 6:32 PM

Monday, November 13, 2006


SORRY ARX TIANN...hai u ..!! =( DUI BU QI...//


next time wont ler..lik what i said hes got the freedom to do anything he likes...... if he wants me to noe , he will tell me... dont waNT me to noe .. then forget it la..!!!

FINALLY , make up my mind.. gonna be like him..if he can forget the past 2 yrs im with him ,, I WILL OSO FORGET ..!







yeah..EXAM EXAM..!!!



good good... at fers was fang bu sia..!!! NOW.... ?? sad over a guy..?? he oso don care..what for i care...??
lik what someone said.. hes there enjoying his life..and im here so sad..WHATS THE USE..??

EMO-

you & me @ 1:10 PM


hahas..i say i wld wait for him even he has a new gf..!! wahahas//
STUPID RIGHT..!!! wahahas..SIAO..lose face arx..wait for a guy siao..he never appreciate what for i wait sia..he can find a new ger..me too right..??TIANN..??


DION ,, for what care for me sia..whahas..in msn ask me don tok..wtf.. u r the wan hu came and tok to me lo...don worry..nexttime u tok to me..i will shut up..wont reply..BEST..!! maybe the ger busy so never reply ur sms..u go for her..she will accept wan la.....hahas..shagg bcos she din reply ur sms..?? wahahas.... lik her say la..no need keep it from me..haiya..don worry la..wont pester u ...I WONT BE LIK CHERYL ..wait for a guy till so long..and love a guy hu don love me... cheryl..forget him bahx..no use ..!!!!


wahahas..y wld i wait for him arx..?? wahhas..ben dan// hahas..
lik what he wrote in his nick..if only love can make my sadness go , i will choose to love again... lik what he said..it wont be fast for him to start a new relationship..wahhaas..if really he does..!! i think is the best time for me to forget him..
no more patching..so DON WAIT..wahahas..find other guy..hahas..cant believe he shagg bcos tht ger never reply him..?? wahahas...

I WILL mAKE USE OF MY HOLIDAY TO FORGET HIM..!!! since he can forget bout me..I OSO WILLmake it
=D

WA..!! cant believe he ask me dont tok sia..!!! idiot..
nvm..
STUDY..BEST..!!!
THEREs other guys out there...!!!
stupid me..!! bcos of him sad for so long..!! REALLY STUPID..!!

you & me @ 12:05 AM

Sunday, November 12, 2006


JANET TAN ,, i have no relationship problem...!!!!
and im not in a relationship..!!


kinda boring arx..keep writing the same guy...don wanna think ler.. WILL FORGET..KAMPATEH..!!!
since he wan me to forget i forget lo..
shld i block him in msn..?? so tht i can forget..??

sianx arx..!!! keep complaining...SIANX....

wa..!! i'm REALLY scared of my A.MATHS...
nvm..PRACTISE MAKES PERFECT..=D

HOPE to go thailand...pls papa..must earn more money...MUMMY LETS GO SHOPPING AFTER MY EXAMS..YEAH...!!! =D

work.?? wahahas...have no idea...wahhaas..

hmm..okok..shhhhhhhhs....exam is still on......

STUDY~

you & me @ 10:29 PM


hmmm....idiot..!! he's not sick la..!! STUPID... OSO NOT MY PROBLEM Y I CARE ARX..??

stupid msn nick......keep guessing .. idiot....... hen kns lehx wo..!!!! grrr....
stupid..!!!! keep think ....stupid lo..!!!
wa..!!! DISGRACE..!!!
wanna give up... CHILDISH..!! now still young bcos of one guy so sad ..whats the pt..!! grr..
hmm..i think i wldnt be sad seeing him with other ger bahx..?? HOPE SO , , really hope.....
KNS LO..!!! everytime think wa..// KNS.... stupid
if he can find other ger..i oso wan..=D
use other guy to forget him bahx..learn from him..=D


wont write bout him ler.. LAST TIME...
don wan disturb him..let him forget me..let him make his mind clear..if u think tht is the best choice then go for it..

will a guy make me forget him..??

you & me @ 1:01 AM

Saturday, November 11, 2006


hmmm .. heard from tiann tht his sick.. er.. TC horx ,, rest.....i wanna see the healthy him.. don wanna see him sick .. =(

ya . i agree to what my frens had said - > love is not forever ,, cherish the moment u have with tht guy .. but i really wish tht love cld last forever.. will it happen..??

went out with tiann jus now..wa..!! lik DAMN long never see her lo..very happy when see till her..=D
idiot lo my mummy.. i say i wanna go out with tiann she say okay lo..if u think u can score well u can go out as much as u like ..wa.. feel very uneasy when she said tht to me..grrr....
y cant she believe me ..?? i'm not going out with guys la... grrr..since when i go out with guys..??
nvm .. forget it..i will never get the trust from my mother.. she wldn't believe me de...

STUDY~

you & me @ 9:39 PM


VERY FULL..!!

cannot slp..arrgghh....TIRED...

hmm..going out with tiann tmr...then have to study again...HISTORY ,, AMATHS....

ENDURE..!!! =D

woke up at 10 today ,, grrr .. stupid stomach la.. pain untill wake up.....!
8 hrs of slp ..NOT ENUFF FOR ME..ARRGGHHH...but after shitting..(oppps =x) hahas..went back to slp..wahahas....woke up at 12.30 ,, have some revision..hmm...not bad ,, don stress myself..lik what benjamin said.. everytime is i kan chiong then score badly ,, don kan chiong sure can make it..!!! yeah yeah..!!! then i relax myself..went to bathe at 1...reach sch at 2 i think... paper start at 2 ,, heex..saw cecelia today..so happy=D..miss her lots lots..//


was damn cold in klass today...my handwriting was like shit man..kindergarden handwriting lo..!!!
idiot me.. kan chiong la..then hand keep shiver ,, hand writing so ugly..grrr...AND WAS RAINING..!!! darn cold .........

you & me @ 12:39 AM

Friday, November 10, 2006


heex . . . jus reach home . . . =D

hmm...i'm left with A.maths paper one and two ,, history paper and phy/bio mcq...!!!! YEAH.//

A.MATHS A.MATHS....!!!!

HISTORY..!!!


YES ../// holiday!!! SHIOK//

endure..!!

hahas... hmm...don wanna see my tuition teacher..!!! SIANX..~

you & me @ 6:07 PM

Thursday, November 09, 2006


I would very much wish tht i've never had tht msn chat with him jus now..!!! i don wanna hear him rejecting me againn..!!! ARRRGGHH..!!! cries =(

I really din meant to quarrel with him..!!and i never have the intention to quarrel again..!!! i miss him alot lo..y will i quarrel with him..?? he has to work everyday till late at night..i can feel tht he's really tired ,, he's tiredness MAKES ME HEARTPAIN ..!! the words tht he said to me..make me sad ,, haix..!!! can u take back ur words -> no matter what ,, things tht are over means over..no more returning ,, and theres a limit of care towards my FRENS.. grr..arrghhh.. really dono what to say after he said tht to me..!! hate it ..!! don like the damn bloody feeling..!!!



during exams..i only thot of the happy times with u and tht makes me concentrate in my studies..now tht he said tht to me..!! grrrr....DONO HOW SIA...!!! =(

wa..!!! u noe how long i take to forget the times where he reject me..?? and do u noe how long did i take to actually forget the way he tritted him..?? wa..!!! grr....DON LIK DON LIK THE FEELING ARX..!!!


y must he trit me this way..?? believe me.. I WILL TRIT MY future stead good good ler..i wanna ditch pple..!! not pple ditching me..!!! don lik arx..!!!!

cries..=(

you & me @ 1:25 AM

Wednesday, November 08, 2006


[[ _ * YEAH..!!! finally english is over....phew...=)

Three papers today , english paper 1 and 2 and physics paper 2...TIRED..!!! saw miss farhana today ,, heex..miss her much much..=) when i was at the foyer revising phy after english paper two.. i saw her..=D..// i was panicking on my phy and she told me not to kan chiong ,, sure can make it...was so touch then..she came over to me and asked me to close my eyes and to relax myself..don't be over stressed ,, she said.. i was very tired at tht time and really emotional..feel lik crying ..grr...HATE TO CRY..!!!


Was extremely anxious today..ENGLISH PAPER...!!!
hmmm.. was having stomach pain this morning ... grrr,,, pain lik shit..!!! no choice but to endure the pain for 1hr 45 mins..aarrghhh...!! chose qn 5 for my compo .. U NOE WHAT ,, after finish writing my compo its 9 o'clock ,, and the invigilator said theres only 15 mins left for my letter writing - report..!!
i was shocked then..!! 15 MINUTES LEFT..!! how am i gonna finish the report..???? OMG... my mind was in total blank at tht time.. stressed and pressurised..!! everyone was scandalized by the time too..!! it was then by our reaction tht the invigilator realise tht it was her mistake..!!WA..!! SCARE ME SIA..!!! GRRR


5 more papers.. and my exam is over..yeah..!!!! ENDURE MAN.. i miss my grandma..!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wanna hug her..arrghhh..!!! after exams can stay over at her place...!! miss my god ma and god father too..!!!! yeah..!! my little cousin..heex..love him..!!!

i dont like to be at homee..arrghh.!! unhappy things will everntually flow thrue my mind when i'm free...nvm..!! MAKE MYSELF BUSY..=D...

kk
gotta start practising maths now..bye~ =)

you & me @ 9:10 PM

Monday, November 06, 2006


HAIX..!!!!!!!!!! FEEL LIK CRYING SIA..// =(

y am i so unlucky..?? i stayed awake till three to study ss .. really put in alot of effort to memorise ,, industrialisation is the chapter tht i hate most.. and has really given up on it..!!! for the sake of OLEVEL i really memorise all by heart..!! and the end result was..!!!!! IT NEVER COME OUT AT ALL..!!! grrrrr......ARGGHHHH....!!!! merger and seperation was damn easy ..but i din go thrue my notes..!! see la..suay me..!!!!

very pissed off for bio oso..!! i memorised heat stimulus ,, eye ,, retina ,, ecology ,, fertilisation ,, alveoli ,, experiment on osmosis ,, digestion ,, pollentube and pollen grains.... not even one came out for olevel..!!! ggggrrrrrrr......and it turns out to be the menstrual cylcle..!!! wth lo..!!!

wa..!!! y am i so suay..?? e.maths also leave quite a number of blanks..ARRGGHHH....2.45 hrs change to minutes oso will add wrong..!!!! arrgghhh....dono what im doing sia..!!!

never even come out the qn tht i study how am i gonna put in my best ..!!! tell me how..!!!!!

Formulas and essays keep flowing thrue my mind make me cannot even slp peacefully lo..!!! when can i rest..?? life is lik a battle TO ME when theres examamination..

whats stress all abt..??


ya.. i promise mummy tht i wont disappoint her ,, but after 3 papers ,, ggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrr...wa.....DONO HOW LA..!!!!!


I HATE EXAMS..!!!! thnks for consoling me my frens..LOVE YA..// i need u my frens..!! CRIES....=(

you & me @ 4:32 PM

Friday, November 03, 2006


grrr...very hungry..// parents went grandma hse..nothing to eat...
nvm..go on diet...hahas..KINGKONG...yaya..tiann sot sot de miss me saying myself king kong wahahas..cute lo she...=D

Have tuition with jie and him (teacher) jus now..eeeeee...see tht guy again..wahahas..bad sia me..=x... Interesting lesson though ,, can see our standard...haix..ah tong jie de calculation faster then me..failure lo me..! shld have taken up abacus when i was young...grrrr....

oh ya..my tuition teacher wahahas..dono what to say..dono his a guy or ger..omg..!!! shhhhhs...so sorry..!!! wahahas...BUT his teaching was goooooood....LOVE IT...thnkx for introducing tht teacher to me my fren..appreciate it..=D

two more days to my maths paper one and social studies examination..memorised only good governance and two essays on sri lanka..wahahas...2 days for me to revise and yet i did so little..WASTED...but nvm la..can accompany tiann ma..everytime study will freak out man.!

hmmm..time to study againn...bye~

you & me @ 11:43 PM


hmmmm...thnkx ..don worry i noe ur care for me is lik a simple fren..=( .....


went for english tutorial jus now...very stress arx..!
no mood to study, , how..?? MUMMY I WISH TO MIGRATE...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

don want my life here ,, hate to think ,, hate to remember bout the past.....

faster..finish my olevel pls.....i want enjoy...!!! don wan go back tht longkang school anymore..

dono whts on my mind..don want stead anymore..HURT..!!! anyway i'm so ugly oso nobody wan de..so don worry..=D



STUDY STUDY....

you & me @ 2:58 PM

Thursday, November 02, 2006


hahas...went white sands jus now..saw donovan heex..but he's blurr i think ..never saw me ..wahahas...

finally my ezlink card is done...=D..gong gong de uncle go retain my card..make me have to use coins for 1 week..troublesome sia..!!!

hmm..did some ss jus now...shiok sia after going thrue ss..find it very interesting...=D can concentrate abit la..stupid stuff keep flowing thrue my mind , make me lose concentration in my studies..grrrr....

study la..!!! idiot ger...!!!

thnkiew my laopo..heex.=D..wont think of tht matter ler..TRY Kkz...very happy to have a wonderful sister lik u..seriously..other than jess and siqi..u r my best of the best sister lo..heex..=D love u lots..mwahhhsss....

you & me @ 11:22 PM


sincerely sorry tht i'm so rude ytd ...and thnks for viewing my blogg..=D thnks for the care...don worry...time will stop ur care for me..

After what happened ytd......i cAN feel tht dist btw me and him really drifted far far apart...but i really cant accept it tht he change alot..into a person whom im in comletely blank with... hes thinking and what he's gonna do next..really don understand him anymore..

but is time for me to accept it...forget him...adapting to a life without him..hmmm..all the best to him and the ger ger bahx..with me having exam ..i think is the great time for u to blossom with her...i will not b there irritating and disturbing u... =)

^.^ really appreciate this two wonderful yrs u have given me..// my life in sec 2 is jus lik heaven=D...hmmm...throwing all the bad memories i had with u into tht longkang sch..finally graduated from there..

Will find a new life next yr..maybe faster..after olevel...=D i think u will be the fers to jump up to joy when im with other guy bahx..??

SHANNEN ACCEPT IT LA..DON BE SELFISH...!!! HE'S GOT THE FREEDOM TO CHOOSE THE GER HE WANNA BE WITH...!!!now..fuck off and don disturb him...all the best...grrrr.i hate to say all the best..!!! but no choice..all the best is all i can say to u...pls don kiss so fast..=(

and and..so happy to see lionel and tiann together..=)
mst have trust in tiann hor lionel..she really likes u...=)

you & me @ 1:39 PM