Sunday, January 21, 2007
yeap , ,
Have a chat with him jus now on msn .
jus as a fren , , nothing more . .
i feel really STUPID to actually do something tht i really HATE , ,
AND it never benefit me at all =,= .
IN ADDITION , ,
IT ACTUALLY MAKES ME THINK OF SOMETHING * SLUTTY and BRAINLESS *
patch ? ?
although i've wiShed tht it will come true .
this is another thinking of mine tht i feel DAMN F***ING STUPID LA . !
i really cant understand myself . .
and really dono what i actually want . / /
i've totally forget everything . .
BUT things tht i've kept at home make me think of it again . .
Besides , , i really cant bare to throw everything . ! ! !
I REALLY HATE MY THINKING ALOT ALOT ALOT ARX . . .
AND I CANT STOP THINKING EVERYDAY SIAX .
LOVE HURTs . .
and y do i love in the fers place . ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ?

damn hate to get so emoional LA . kns . . . .
STUPID GER . !
but i jus cant stop watching loving couples hugging each other when they are strolling at the beach lo . .
MY pair of EYE simply cant stop watching and here comes my thinking . . !

in the fers place i have to forget everything and really enjoy my life .
i did make it . . but the damn bloody feeling comes back again .
and i actually thot of starting a new relationship lo .
REALLY THOT OF IT . but i thinking start again . WTF . . .
i dono whats tht stoping me to do it . ! ! !
y others can love so easily and get into new replationship . . BUT I CANT SIAX. ! ! !
dono im stupid or what .

WANNA reach 20 asap . never start a relationship till i reach 20 .
I HOPE SO . . I REALLY HOPES I CAN MAKE IT. ! =D
this shall b my wish //

- SUCCESS IS A LADDER U CANNOT CLIMB WITH UR HANDS IN UR POCKET -

you & me @ 11:41 PM