Monday, August 13, 2007
hihix . hees
hmmm ,, fers i wanna say ..
I MISS YOU MY DEAR . . =((
i've not been seeing you for 3 days . . =(((((((((((((
arrrgghhh ..
today ,, woke up at 11 ..
waiting for my cousin to msg me when she ends sch ..
have to go her house and copy some notes for my exam on bio sci ..
i forget most of my bio stuff in sec four . haas =x
then ,, reach her house ard 4 bahx .
was so shock .
i thot i went to the wrong house ,,
cos theres a ger standing outside dono waiting for hu .
after tht then i realise she was my cousin's girlfriend .
haas .
no wonder i see her lik so familiar but i dono her . haas . .
STUPID .
then ,, went in chat with my cousin .
HAIX .. AGAIN .. bout stupid studies .. SIANX .
today ,,
is the release of mt result ..
time passed so fast .
jus remembered my frens were all so kan chiong bout the exam .
and now resukt is out ..
DONT BE SAD MY DEAR FRENS .
don give up .
try hard the next time round .
CONFIRM GET GOOD GRADES DE . =)
I MISS U MR TAN ,, HAIX .
how i wish u were beside me now .
so sorry . i fall asleep last night didnt reply u .
NOT PURPOSELY HOR . HAAS .
then this morning so rude to me .
KNS .. but im not angry already .
COS U SAID SO MANY TIMES OF SORRY .
SORRY MY DARRLING .
haas . heart melt . =xx
hmmmm ,,
tmr have to stay at my cousin house alone . grrr .
cos my aunt and uncle need to wrk ,,
cousins need to go sch ..
LEFT ME ALONE .grrrr .
nvm .. i shall make use of the time to study .
my exam is on thurs and fr i .
arrgghhhh ,, i haven even started revising . =xx
shall end here ..
I LOVE U MR TAN ,, MWUAHHS . !
NIGHT ~
you & me @ 11:31 PMhmmm ,, fers i wanna say ..
I MISS YOU MY DEAR . . =((
i've not been seeing you for 3 days . . =(((((((((((((
arrrgghhh ..
today ,, woke up at 11 ..
waiting for my cousin to msg me when she ends sch ..
have to go her house and copy some notes for my exam on bio sci ..
i forget most of my bio stuff in sec four . haas =x
then ,, reach her house ard 4 bahx .
was so shock .
i thot i went to the wrong house ,,
cos theres a ger standing outside dono waiting for hu .
after tht then i realise she was my cousin's girlfriend .
haas .
no wonder i see her lik so familiar but i dono her . haas . .
STUPID .
then ,, went in chat with my cousin .
HAIX .. AGAIN .. bout stupid studies .. SIANX .
today ,,
is the release of mt result ..
time passed so fast .
jus remembered my frens were all so kan chiong bout the exam .
and now resukt is out ..
DONT BE SAD MY DEAR FRENS .
don give up .
try hard the next time round .
CONFIRM GET GOOD GRADES DE . =)
I MISS U MR TAN ,, HAIX .
how i wish u were beside me now .
so sorry . i fall asleep last night didnt reply u .
NOT PURPOSELY HOR . HAAS .
then this morning so rude to me .
KNS .. but im not angry already .
COS U SAID SO MANY TIMES OF SORRY .
SORRY MY DARRLING .
haas . heart melt . =xx
hmmmm ,,
tmr have to stay at my cousin house alone . grrr .
cos my aunt and uncle need to wrk ,,
cousins need to go sch ..
LEFT ME ALONE .grrrr .
nvm .. i shall make use of the time to study .
my exam is on thurs and fr i .
arrgghhhh ,, i haven even started revising . =xx
shall end here ..
I LOVE U MR TAN ,, MWUAHHS . !
NIGHT ~
Monday, August 06, 2007
everything is fine .. haas .
THANKS MY FRIENDS =)
jus dont understand things sometime .
maybe more commnunication wld be better .
hope things lik yesterday wont happpen anymore .
DONT LIKE IT .
haiyo .. forget bout yesterday ..
TODAY ..
A NEW WONDERFUL DAY FOR ME . HEES ..
thanks my dear for accompanying me the whole day .
u are so impt to me u noe . ??
REAL IMPORTANT . !
feel so happy with u every second .
LOVE U MR TAN .
mwauhhs mwuahhs mwuahhs //
went out the whole day .
ARRGGGHHH ..
so free from home .
went vivo today ,,
fers .. went to the cinema ..
bought movie tickets to watch the show DISTURBIA .
WA .. SUPER NICE SHOW ..
every movie i watch with him is so GREAT .
except for one la .
stupid INDIAN show .. grrrrr ..
WASTE MONEY ONLY . !
OK ..
after buying tickets we went river island to change mr tan's jeans .
my dear dont be so hao lian .
ur jeans size is only 30 so pls buy the correct size .
everytime buy size 32 .
too loose la ..
no backside ..
WAHAHAHAS ..
i shall donate some for you . hees ..
after tht ..
hmmmm ,, we went ..
i think to the food court to eat .
haas ..
THEN SHOPPING YEAH .. =)
BUT .. no * ching ching *
=(((((((((
ok nvm ..
i bought cookie from candy empire .
hees ..
SKIP SKIP ..
after movie ..
we went back to tmall .
AGAIN ,,
buy bubble tea for my siblings .
EVERYTIME DE LO . HAAS . without fail . .
ok . went back home wash face and leg .
then meet mr tan downstairs .
hees .//
AI SI NI LA .. love u love u love u ..
hahas . sot de .
then i painted his nails .
so nice arx ..
RIGHT ,, MY DEAR . ??
HAAS ..
mwuahhs ..
time to sleep .
idiot ..
tmr lesson starts at 9 ..
kanna ' jio ' arx ..
NIGHT .
I WANN U EVERYDAY . hees
you & me @ 12:36 AMTHANKS MY FRIENDS =)
jus dont understand things sometime .
maybe more commnunication wld be better .
hope things lik yesterday wont happpen anymore .
DONT LIKE IT .
haiyo .. forget bout yesterday ..
TODAY ..
A NEW WONDERFUL DAY FOR ME . HEES ..
thanks my dear for accompanying me the whole day .
u are so impt to me u noe . ??
REAL IMPORTANT . !
feel so happy with u every second .
LOVE U MR TAN .
mwauhhs mwuahhs mwuahhs //
went out the whole day .
ARRGGGHHH ..
so free from home .
went vivo today ,,
fers .. went to the cinema ..
bought movie tickets to watch the show DISTURBIA .
WA .. SUPER NICE SHOW ..
every movie i watch with him is so GREAT .
except for one la .
stupid INDIAN show .. grrrrr ..
WASTE MONEY ONLY . !
OK ..
after buying tickets we went river island to change mr tan's jeans .
my dear dont be so hao lian .
ur jeans size is only 30 so pls buy the correct size .
everytime buy size 32 .
too loose la ..
no backside ..
WAHAHAHAS ..
i shall donate some for you . hees ..
after tht ..
hmmmm ,, we went ..
i think to the food court to eat .
haas ..
THEN SHOPPING YEAH .. =)
BUT .. no * ching ching *
=(((((((((
ok nvm ..
i bought cookie from candy empire .
hees ..
SKIP SKIP ..
after movie ..
we went back to tmall .
AGAIN ,,
buy bubble tea for my siblings .
EVERYTIME DE LO . HAAS . without fail . .
ok . went back home wash face and leg .
then meet mr tan downstairs .
hees .//
AI SI NI LA .. love u love u love u ..
hahas . sot de .
then i painted his nails .
so nice arx ..
RIGHT ,, MY DEAR . ??
HAAS ..
mwuahhs ..
time to sleep .
idiot ..
tmr lesson starts at 9 ..
kanna ' jio ' arx ..
NIGHT .
I WANN U EVERYDAY . hees
Saturday, August 04, 2007
how come i have a boyfren lik don have ,, how come i have a family lik don have . ?
y my life is so different from others . ?
chinese theres this saying ,,
in a family theres no hatred .
having a father with such temper and daughters with fcuking attitude .
are all this found in other family . ?
beating and whacking is lik monthly routine in my family ,, haas =)
almost everyone said im being love deeply by my mother father and boyfriend .
but y cant i feel tht love . ?
SO WHAT IS THE THING THT CAUSE OUR FAMILY TO BE THIS WAY . ?
our problem . ?
parents problem . ?
stress . ?
i noe i do have a wonderful family ,, new clothes ,, new handphone ,, restaurant ..
things tht we want r always given by my parents .
but y cant we tlk things out everytime . ?
y must we use force . ?
is tht what we cann use to solve things out . ?
SO CONFUSING . !!
i dont understand myself ,,
i dont understand my family ..
will it be great if i could grow up faster .
a better mind cept a better thinking .
im not siao la . . !!!
JUS DONT GET IT . Y MY FFAMILY IS LIK THT . !!
all we noe is to nod our head , cry . !
what else we noe . ?
but words cant express how we feel bout this family .
very tiring . very ARRGGHHHHH . . !!!
i dono what im thinking and REALLY DONO how to express myself . !!
will it be better if im alone or is it better with frens ard .
HOME is e place where evryone cann relax themselve and really enjoy their time with their family .
y is my family so different .
we do feel happy some times ,, jogging together ..
Have dinner together .
YA .! this is what we want everytime .
but why ?? things always turn out the other way ?
feel so unsecure in this house .
i noe it will be better to tlk things out with someone i trust .
but how ?
I DONO HOW TO DESCRIBE the feeling i have . .
having him is a pleasure ,, this . i NOE . !
but y sometimes i feel things are not right .
i wanted this way but it turn out another way .
hes perfect to me . i love the way he is .
i love him alot . really .. no lies .
sometimes i feel so lost and his there for me . yeap . so happy ..
but sometimes he's not there .
i wish i cld have him with me everytime .
but i dono how to express myself .
sometimes ,, this is how i think .. but he's thinking is the other way .
last time i felt tht studies r more impt .. relationship otherwise .
but now ,,
i jus wann a simplier life .
ya i noe .. studies are still impt now .
but i wish i cld have more time with him ..
but he seems to care more on his studies .
is this true . ?
I DONO LA .. BUT THTS how i feel .
another thing is ,, FRENS ARE SO IMPT TO HIM =)
arrrggghhhhhh..... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO HEADACHE ,, SO TIRED ,, HATE THIS FEELING TO APPEAR EVERYTIME . ...................
EVERYTHING SEEMS CONFUSING. !!
relationship . haiz
family . haiz
studies . haiz
i wann a loving family please . . . !!!!
you & me @ 7:36 PMy my life is so different from others . ?
chinese theres this saying ,,
in a family theres no hatred .
having a father with such temper and daughters with fcuking attitude .
are all this found in other family . ?
beating and whacking is lik monthly routine in my family ,, haas =)
almost everyone said im being love deeply by my mother father and boyfriend .
but y cant i feel tht love . ?
SO WHAT IS THE THING THT CAUSE OUR FAMILY TO BE THIS WAY . ?
our problem . ?
parents problem . ?
stress . ?
i noe i do have a wonderful family ,, new clothes ,, new handphone ,, restaurant ..
things tht we want r always given by my parents .
but y cant we tlk things out everytime . ?
y must we use force . ?
is tht what we cann use to solve things out . ?
SO CONFUSING . !!
i dont understand myself ,,
i dont understand my family ..
will it be great if i could grow up faster .
a better mind cept a better thinking .
im not siao la . . !!!
JUS DONT GET IT . Y MY FFAMILY IS LIK THT . !!
all we noe is to nod our head , cry . !
what else we noe . ?
but words cant express how we feel bout this family .
very tiring . very ARRGGHHHHH . . !!!
i dono what im thinking and REALLY DONO how to express myself . !!
will it be better if im alone or is it better with frens ard .
HOME is e place where evryone cann relax themselve and really enjoy their time with their family .
y is my family so different .
we do feel happy some times ,, jogging together ..
Have dinner together .
YA .! this is what we want everytime .
but why ?? things always turn out the other way ?
feel so unsecure in this house .
i noe it will be better to tlk things out with someone i trust .
but how ?
I DONO HOW TO DESCRIBE the feeling i have . .
having him is a pleasure ,, this . i NOE . !
but y sometimes i feel things are not right .
i wanted this way but it turn out another way .
hes perfect to me . i love the way he is .
i love him alot . really .. no lies .
sometimes i feel so lost and his there for me . yeap . so happy ..
but sometimes he's not there .
i wish i cld have him with me everytime .
but i dono how to express myself .
sometimes ,, this is how i think .. but he's thinking is the other way .
last time i felt tht studies r more impt .. relationship otherwise .
but now ,,
i jus wann a simplier life .
ya i noe .. studies are still impt now .
but i wish i cld have more time with him ..
but he seems to care more on his studies .
is this true . ?
I DONO LA .. BUT THTS how i feel .
another thing is ,, FRENS ARE SO IMPT TO HIM =)
arrrggghhhhhh..... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO HEADACHE ,, SO TIRED ,, HATE THIS FEELING TO APPEAR EVERYTIME . ...................
EVERYTHING SEEMS CONFUSING. !!
relationship . haiz
family . haiz
studies . haiz
i wann a loving family please . . . !!!!
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
hees .
sch start at 9am today //
actually dont feel lik going lecture de lo ,,
but bo pian ,, this lecture is impt to me ..
cos i only listen to this lecture among others . =x
yana's grp had their presentation today .
the test was fun . !
i scored 49 and is extraversion .
I'M THE IMPULSIVE . hees . . ^^
haix ,, so miss my MR TAN lo .
din't get to go sch with him today ,,
after sch oso never get to go home together ..
cos im meeting jessica for shopping ,,
whereas he's meeting xh they all ..
His birthday tmr ,, AS WELL AS CHERYN'S WANNN . !
* HAPPY BIRTHDAY *
ya ,, as if they noe i wish them hahas .
but never mind .. =D
yeah ,,
went shopping with jess today ,,
nice shopping with only two of us .
get to try alot of stuff . hees .
bcos both of us are looking for the same thing .
wa . ! DAMN IT ..
i spend alot today sia ,, 114 bucks .. shit =*
my one month allowance jus gone lik tht . .
left with $5 to tahan till next week =x
haas ..
today's leg grrrr ,, really wann break sia . !!!!
damn tired . ! i'm lik standing for so long lo . arrggghhh ....
i don wann see veins popping out ..
lik what i saw at today's lecture ..
some fotos of the patient .. grrrr ..
then ,, we went back to white sands to change my shirt .
hees //
then ,, meet her bf there . sat at burger king ..
then ,, after tht e koon decided to go giant ..
this is the fers time i went there lo . haas .
I MISS MY MR TAN =((((
we had hotdog buns on the shutter bus on our way back to tmall .
met my sis AHTONG .hees ..
yeah ,, cann go home together . .
hees // thanks jessica and ekoon for accompanying me . !
LOVES*
THT all for today . hees .
tmr lesson starts at 3pm .whoohooo . !!! =))))))))
bye bye NIGHT ~
you & me @ 11:11 PMsch start at 9am today //
actually dont feel lik going lecture de lo ,,
but bo pian ,, this lecture is impt to me ..
cos i only listen to this lecture among others . =x
yana's grp had their presentation today .
the test was fun . !
i scored 49 and is extraversion .
I'M THE IMPULSIVE . hees . . ^^
haix ,, so miss my MR TAN lo .
din't get to go sch with him today ,,
after sch oso never get to go home together ..
cos im meeting jessica for shopping ,,
whereas he's meeting xh they all ..
His birthday tmr ,, AS WELL AS CHERYN'S WANNN . !
* HAPPY BIRTHDAY *
ya ,, as if they noe i wish them hahas .
but never mind .. =D
yeah ,,
went shopping with jess today ,,
nice shopping with only two of us .
get to try alot of stuff . hees .
bcos both of us are looking for the same thing .
wa . ! DAMN IT ..
i spend alot today sia ,, 114 bucks .. shit =*
my one month allowance jus gone lik tht . .
left with $5 to tahan till next week =x
haas ..
today's leg grrrr ,, really wann break sia . !!!!
damn tired . ! i'm lik standing for so long lo . arrggghhh ....
i don wann see veins popping out ..
lik what i saw at today's lecture ..
some fotos of the patient .. grrrr ..
then ,, we went back to white sands to change my shirt .
hees //
then ,, meet her bf there . sat at burger king ..
then ,, after tht e koon decided to go giant ..
this is the fers time i went there lo . haas .
I MISS MY MR TAN =((((
we had hotdog buns on the shutter bus on our way back to tmall .
met my sis AHTONG .hees ..
yeah ,, cann go home together . .
hees // thanks jessica and ekoon for accompanying me . !
LOVES*
THT all for today . hees .
tmr lesson starts at 3pm .whoohooo . !!! =))))))))
bye bye NIGHT ~